Hi mum sorry it has taken me a while to write or put things down in writing but it has been hard for me over the last 3 years i have found it hard to cope and carry on but every day i look up at your photo and smile. and some how mum i find the strength to get through that day. I find it weird that for years we didn't talk or see each other and then when we did make up i feel i got robbed some how as i only got about 2 years of you in my life. i will miss and love you every second of every minute of every hour of every day of my life mum xxx